He Isn’t Finished With You Yet

“Who is wise and understanding among you? By his good conduct let him show his works in the meekness of wisdom. But if you have bitter jealousy and selfish ambition in your hearts, do not boast and be false to the truth. ”

James 3:13-14 ESV

What are we seeking after? What does your heart desire?

Is it status and position? Is it accolades and praise of men? Do we desire power and authority?

C.S. Lewis writes, “Something deep in the human heart breaks at the thought of a life of mediocrity.”

While there is nothing wrong with despairing at the thought of living a mediocre life, there is something to be said about chasing after something God has not ordained. We should not remain stagnant, complacent, and content with a life that is not surrendered and obedient to all God has for us. However, if you are kicking and screaming your way through a door, it is not your door to enter.

What plans does God have for your life? Where is He leading you, and who is He leading you to? I’ve realized over the years that my life does not look how I thought it would. I’ve struggled to accept God’s plan for my life because it didn’t seem enough. But what was enough? I cannot answer that question, but in my mind, I had somehow missed my opportunity.

My journey was taking too long, the pace was too slow. Selfish ambition was at the root of my uncertainties.

What was I pursuing? I spent years chasing after an illusion that I created. I believed that I was surrendered to God, but truthfully, I was not. I believed that the plans I had for myself were somehow greater than those of God.

I’m so thankful for the mercy and grace of God. He is patient and kind, and loves His children. I’ve learned that we can serve exactly where we are. You can give what you have right now. Fill the gaps. Do not wait for tomorrow, surrender today.

He isn’t finished with you yet.

“For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven:”

Ecclesiastes 3:1

“Do not despise these small beginnings, for the Lord rejoices to see the work begin…”

Zechariah 4:10

“Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will exalt you.”

James 4:10